Monday, August 22, 2011

Waiting Waiting Waiting

Finn, morning of surgery
Finn this morning
 I took Finn down to surgery at 1 (eastern), but they didn't actually get started until 3!  The surgeon said to anticipate 1.5-2 hours, so there's still a while to go.  They have been great about calling with updates, so at least I knew that it was delayed.  I hope Finn wasn't awake all that time; the poor boy was so hungry!

The anesthesiologist that I met with last night was a jerk, but the one today was great.  After he and the surgeon discussed things they would need during surgery, I said to him, "I'm not sure if it would be worse not knowing all this medical stuff, or if it's worse knowing exactly what it is you're talking about."  He said, "I've had a child undergo surgery before, so I can't tell you not to worry.  But I can tell you that we do surgeries on infants all the time, and I'm not worried."  I'm still worried, but it was reassuring to hear him say that.

There's a slight chance that Finn will come back to the room after surgery, but more than likely he'll go to the PICU.  The PICU staff just came by to get his crib and diapers, so I'm preparing for him to be spending the night there.  So far it looks like I'll be able to stay in this room while he's there, though.

And now I'm going to go catch up on some blogs while I wait.
Posted by Shannon at 4:02 PM

22 comments:

  1. KristinaAugust 22, 2011 at 4:06 PM

    Sending lots of prayers and positive thoughts. Glad the anesthesiologist was nicer today; having a jerk anesthesiologist is not what you need right now! His comment sounds very reassuring. Your boy will be back with you again soon.

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  2. MelissaAugust 22, 2011 at 4:19 PM

    Poor little muffin! I can't wait to read the "he made it through with flying colours!" post :)

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  3. JennyBeanAugust 22, 2011 at 4:28 PM

    Waiting is such hell, but Finn is a champ and he's going to come out of this just fine.

    Hugs....

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  4. MichaelaAugust 22, 2011 at 4:29 PM

    More prayers than you can ever imagine are going to you and Finn. I have been thinking about you all day. You are so strong and little Finn will be well and smiling before you know it! HUGS!!!

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  5. JennyAugust 22, 2011 at 4:36 PM

    How frustrating and nerve-wracking to have the surgery delayed. It sounds like he's in wonderful hands, though.

    Sending both of you lots of good thoughts...

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  6. KanisAugust 22, 2011 at 4:37 PM

    Finn looks so adorable in the new picture. I'm humbled by your strength. I think we're all waiting with bated breath for the amazing news that Finn is doing well in recovery. Sending you lots of love and prayers.

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  7. AbbyAugust 22, 2011 at 5:10 PM

    Waiting with baited breath, and sending thoughts of strength and courage and support to you. You are doing an incredible job, mama! Not too much longer, hopefully, until you can take a break from worrying.

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  8. AnnaAugust 22, 2011 at 5:49 PM

    Such a gorgeous and happy-looking boy -- and also such a trooper through all of this! Hoping to hear good news soon!

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  9. BBAugust 22, 2011 at 6:21 PM

    I've been thinking about you all afternoon. XOXO

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  10. AnonymousAugust 22, 2011 at 6:26 PM

    Best wishes for a supergreat outcome and speedy recovery!

    - Tashia

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  11. AnonymousAugust 22, 2011 at 6:27 PM

    Sending you and Finn much love.

    I've been keeping you both in my prayers, and hoping that this will all be over for you soon.

    Ellie x

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  12. UnknownAugust 22, 2011 at 7:00 PM

    Looking at just pictures of Finn, you get a sense that this is a kid who can beat anything. He should come out of this just fine, And I can't wait for you to see the back of this. Sending up prayers for good measure. Hugs to you, this has to be a very nerve wracking day for you:(

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  13. NellAugust 22, 2011 at 7:05 PM

    Sending prayers as we wait for him to get back to you. You've been in my thoughts today.

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  14. TiaraAugust 22, 2011 at 8:30 PM

    Thinking of you & Finn & sending positive thoughts & prayers.

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  15. AnonymousAugust 22, 2011 at 8:36 PM

    Love love love this picture of Finn! He's so big - even in the big bed!
    Hoping all went well and they were able to get it all, no chemo needed.
    Lots of prayers of continued strength to you both. Big, BIG hugs~

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  16. EvelynAugust 22, 2011 at 9:00 PM

    Geez, he looks like he's 1 already. What a happy baby. He'll be just as happy in a couple days I'm sure.

    I'm glad the hospital is letting you be so near to him. It's better for both of you.

    And I think you're right, if you didn't know all the medical implications of what was happening it probably would be easier (just easier, not easy).

    Hang in there, I think you are heading to the recover phase of this. It'll all get good again.

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  17. JendoAugust 22, 2011 at 9:16 PM

    He looks so healthy and happy that it is so difficult to think he needed surgery. I hope that the surgery went well and that you are with Finn. I sincerely hope that he heals quickly so that you can bring him home.

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  18. OakAugust 22, 2011 at 9:53 PM

    What a super handsome and brave boy that Finn is. I'm looking forward to your update tomorrow and hoping for nothing but amazing and good news. xoxo

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  19. BrookeAugust 22, 2011 at 10:04 PM

    Been thinking of you and Finn all day. Sending good wishes and get well thoughts Finn's way!

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  20. ElastagirlAugust 22, 2011 at 11:42 PM

    That is a seriously cute picture of Finn!

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  21. AnonymousAugust 23, 2011 at 8:59 AM

    Probably the happiest pre-surgery patient ever! I know the wait must have been hard... Hope all is going well with recovery and that he slept well all snuggled with mommy in bed.

    Kerri Ann/Mullinska

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  22. MookiePieAugust 26, 2011 at 7:14 PM

    Such a happy little guy! Prayers still flowing you and Finn's way.

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